Share the Love!



I feel amazing, I feel beautiful, I feel healthy and happy. I’m enjoying life. There’s so much love in my heart, love for my family, love for my friends, love for my life. I want to share this feeling with everyone, so long as they breathe! Life is such an amazing thing, so joyous. If you love life, you’re truly alive. If you don’t, your mind is a corpse, waiting for your body to join you. Everyone should love life, maybe we think we do, but do you really? There’s so many good wonderful lovely beautiful things in life, one heart can not hold it all!

Dream Stream - Love, Rejection and Panic

The most strange nightmare befell me last night. It began with a greeting, I met a person I knew in the real world, and smiled. He was a guy I knew from university, a friend. We greeted each other and began to hang out, talking, joking around, getting along really well. We spent a lot of time together. It was going so well, too well. He looked at me and confessed that he wanted to talk to me, I felt the dread grow within me. In his car, he took me to the top of a green hill, stopped the engine, and turned to me. In order to spare him the time and dignity, I blurted out how I see him as a really good friend, making it clear that his feelings of love towards me were one-sided. He was about to confess his love and I rejected him. Sensing his devastation, I swiftly left the car, and decided to leave the flat. 
As I searched for my way out,  not knowing where I was going, blindly walking through the maze of corridors, I took a wrong turn, interrupting a large gathering of other students. Immediately they realised that I was not one of them, that I was not supposed to be where I was, a trespasser? They smelt blood!
Knowing that I couldn’t convince them that I had entered with someone, that I was not a trespasser or thief, and knowing that I couldn’t go back to the guy, for I had just rejected him, I panicked and RAN!


That’s when I woke up. Decode and analyse this all you wish. I’m just glad I had an exciting dream, worthy of blogging about!

In the Jungle, the Mighty Jungle..

Honestly? I wish I could fast forward time. Everything I do in my day to day life, as in my present presence, it’s all just an investment into my future. And I don’t mind, I mean why would I, if the future were guaranteed..

Life is like a random series of events, all combined together with the single unifying force, you. Without you, your soul spirit and essence, all of life and it’s events would be meaningless. The random events that happen, they have no meaning, all they are in the realest forms are just the product of probability. An earthquake in Japan? Irrelevant, until you place humans on the land. Then it becomes a natural disaster. Earthquakes happen several hundred times A DAY. But only when an earthquake interferes with our life, does it become a disaster.

Maybe we need to realise, that life is not something that we exist in, life exists because of us, we distort the field of reality giving meaning to insignificant events, when in reality they are just the product of mere probability.


Consider this, you’re in a calm forest, as you walk slowly you silently admire the sights and sounds of the wildlife, listening to the hum of natures sounds, when suddenly a mighty tree screeches, groans and falls. Why does it fall? you ask yourself, once you realise your safety remains unaffected. The soft thud of a mighty tree hitting the ground commands silence. You pause. Moments later the gentle hum of forest wildlife continues once more, as if not a thing had changed. Only it had, there was a vast tree laying on the ground at the mercy of all other creatures, where once more it had stood so proud, commanding the skies so proudly. Why did this tree fall? There was no huge commotion prior to it’s demise, and only one tree out of the many had fallen. There is no explanation for the improbable event. It is only when you study the tree more carefully that you realise all the ailments that could have befallen it. Was it an accumulation of a life battered by strong winds, perhaps it was due to a weak trunk softened by moss, fungus and bacteria. “Or could the animals in the forest be a culprit?” you ask, noticing a series of animals leering towards the befallen tree with curiosity. Or maybe it had rained, rained so heavily that it weakened it’s soil, or lightning could have struck damaging it’s roots.. They are all in themselves small incidents, none of which very likely to happen to a scale large enough to bring down a tree, but there it was laying calmly only steps away from your feet.


In reality, it was probably an accumulation of these small-scale events that, although insignificant and mundane on it’s own, when combined strengthened and astonishingly toppled even the mightiest of trees. Perhaps what we see as large singular events, however improbable, are just the by-product of smaller more probable events, which are in themselves construed of a series of smaller events more probable events. What we see in life, are the big events, the massive earthquakes, the life-killing Tsunamis, but how often do we analyse reality for what it truly is, and recognise it as the accumulation of many small probable events, which can often lead to mighty and improbable things.

A seemingly strong tree, standing mighty and proud in the midst of a forest, can one day topple as frailly as a cobweb blown away in the wind. Life is meaningless, until we give it meaning. We are the meaning of it all. All these events that happen around us are just improbable events caused by the accumulation of tiny probable events. All these events, mean nothing without you.